The Fucking Best

Nothing interesting really happened to me this week, but I’m going out of town for a week for spring break starting tomorrow, and I hear tell that my Dad’s really going to give me a car so I won’t be such an invalid all the time, always asking for rides and not being able to drive to the fucking beach when life sucks too much to be anywhere else.Every midterm and major paper was due this week, so I got, like no sleep and didn’t leave the campus at all except last night when we went to norms and I didn’t really get anything. Ben and I stayed up until 6 this morning doing my homework (he’s just the fucking best), and I’ve only got one more paragraph to write and then I am done with homework for a while, at least.

n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Marina
2. single or taken: Taken
3. sex: female.
4. birthday:1-14-86

6. siblings: 1 fake brother
7. hair color: brown with some leftover bleach hanging on in my bangs
8. eye color: brown
9. shoe size: 9
10. height: 5’4”ish

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: Kate, Tyler, Novia
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yeah

f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: Thrift stores
2. any tattoos or piercing: four in each ear, a labrette and a navel piercing I did myself when I was 12, not tattoos yet

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: suave, or the cheapest thing on the shelf
3. what are you most scared of?: failure
5. who is the last person that called you?: Jono
6. Where do you want to get married?: In a country where it is legal for gays and lesbians to marry and have the EXACT SAME rights and privileges that I would enjoy with my husband
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 5, but they’re all away
8. what would you change about yourself?: the fact that it’s sick ALL THE TIME

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: red and black
2. food: Lois’ cheese enchaladas
3. boys names: Damion
4. girls names: Wynter
5. subjects in school: U.S. History Survey and Women’s Realities
6. animals: 6 cats.(that aren’t really mine)
7. sports: um yeah, fuck that

h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: no
2. smoked?: Yeah
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: yes
5. skinny dipped?: No.
6: ever been in love?: no
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:yup
8. pictured your crush naked?: Yes.
9. actually seen your crush naked?: not really naked naked
10. cried when someone died?: Yes.
11. lied: Yes.
12. fallen for your best friend?: nope
13. been rejected?: Yeah.
14. rejected someone?: yeah
15. used someone?: yeah
16. done something you regret?: no

c u r r e n t
clothes: Pj’s I cut off mid-calf and Ben’s ‘buck fuch’ shirt
music: me first and the gimmie gimmies
make-up: none
annoyance: nothing
smell: stuffed up
desktop picture: A little cartoon with a guy between christ and the devil and christ says “Jesus loves”, and the devil says “Satan gets you laid”
book youre reading: probably should start into comming of age in mississippi
in cd player: Amadan – wiered irish band from oregon
in dvd player: nothing
color of toenails: toenail colored

la s t p e r s o n
you touched: Emily, I had to wake her up coz her alarm went off
hugged: Ben
you imed: Ben
you yelled at: Jono for being unfathomably disgusting
you kissed: Ben

a r e y o u
understanding: I’d like to think so
open-minded: Yes.
arrogant: yeah
insecure: yeah
interesting: sometimes
random: always
hungry: not really
smart: yup
moody: yeah
hard working:Depends on wether or not I can get away with it if I’m not
organized: No.
healthy: Ha ha ha ha ha. No.(i left wes’ answer cause it was perfect)
shy: not usually
difficult: oh yeah
attractive: I dunno
bored easily: Yeah.
messy: very
obsessed: not that much

r a n d o m
In the morning i am: delirious and gross
all i need is: a little bit more
love is: real, ‘being in love’ is what’s fake and used to sell shit
i dream about: tribes if unruley children who raise themselves

o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: clothes and build, I’m shallow, what can I say
last person you slow danced with: ? god damn, I don;t know, oh! it was chris sophmore year at sadies.
worst question to ask: “So… you wanna suck my dick?” (Sheryl, I swear, we’re like this, even though you can’t see my hands waving back and forth as I’m typing this)
makes you laugh the most: when be and emily and ben and brett get together, we laugh a lot
makes you smile: lots of people, and things, and thoughts…
who do you have a crush on: Ben
who has a crush on you: I dunno

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet not really, no time
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: gross out
wish you were younger: sometimes
cried because someone said something to you?:yeah

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: you can’t break whatcha don’t got
of hearts i have broken: none
of guys ive kissed: I can only think of 7 right now
of girls ive kissed: 2
of continents i have lived in: One.
of tight friends: maybe 10
of cds i own: lots
of scars on my body: too many to count, it’s probably way up in the hundreds though

f i n a l q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: Yes.
2. gold or silver: Silver.
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: monster
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: Simpsons and south park
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nothing yet
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: ben
11. could you live without your computer?: yeah, but not in the style to which I have become accustomed
12. would you color your hair? have and would again
13. could you ever get off the computer?: Yeah.
14. habla espanol? no
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: i dunno..a lot
16. drink alcohol? no